♥ Orgasms - My way♥

 

This is a warning if you are uncomfortable with sexually explicit images or GIFS. I advise you to not read this post.

If you are uncomfortable seeing orgasms that look kind of violent, I advise you not to read this post.

If you are uncomfortable reading about sex or sexual acts, I advise you not to read this post.

You have been warned.

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So how are we doing today, men and women worldwide?

Get yourself buckled in because this is going to be a slippery one.

 Ever since I made the post about hypersexuality, I have gotten so many questions about orgasms, particularly mine, so I thought since it has been Valentine's Day and all, this would be the perfect opportunity for me to put in this juicy slippery post.

If you have read my post about hypersexuality, you will know that I officially got diagnosed in my early 20s. Still, I really do believe that I have been hypersexual ever since puberty hit. I became sexually active at a late age I was 19, I think. Even before then, I was drawn to the art of a sexual act between two people. I know that sounds very poetic, but I don't know how to describe it.

Being sexual has always been natural because I am a woman like the other women there. The only difference is that I'm not able-bodied. I have had this feeling of being desexualized all my life because I am disabled in my real life.

I still have my desires, And that's something that will never change.

Many people with disabilities will go through life without having one sexual experience because society has given them a label Before they were even young adults.

Specifically remember being the only person in my class in upper secondary school that was sexually active. My classmates Didn't have a clue about anything regarding sex. They didn't even know what virginity was. Because we were disabled, my school didn't think it was essential for us as human beings to have sexual education.

That blew my mind back then and still blows my mind today.

Knowing about sex and sexuality is a fundamental human right, and they took that away from us because we were using wheelchairs and other equipment to get around in life. They didn't see us as human beings, really. They saw the disability first.

I have always been very mature for my age, and back in upper secondary school, I felt I needed to be the lead voice for myself and others who didn't have the confidence or wouldn't dare to speak up. This led me to the principal's office more often than not.

I fought so hard regarding sexuality and sexual education because it was something that I felt so strongly about, and I couldn't understand why they would not let us have this.

I fought so hard that I was again sent to the principal's office because I was talking back to the teachers. My mom was called to my school 2-3 times a week because the school thought she was "misbehaving." 

My mom would always give them the "are you insane look" when they told her what was happening.

She told the principal in her colorful words to fuck off.

So you can imagine that being able to write about sex in the way I do is very important to me because I want to educate people. I want to encourage other people with disabilities to not shy away from sex.

I won't bore you with writing about every single sexual experience I have ever had but what I will do is leave a link to the most romantic, sensual sexual experience I have ever had.

♥The one I can't forget♥

that day and that evening taught me so much about myself, and he taught me so much about sex.

That evening was also when I had my first full-blown orgasm with someone inside me.

It would also be the first time my orgasm would put me on the edge of fainting. My orgasms are so intense that I am in limbo between consciousness and blacking out.

So that first time, I found myself screaming in absolute pleasure but also because I thought something was going horribly wrong.

I was losing control over my entire body. I was shaking so hard I couldn't even breathe. Meanwhile, I could hear him say close to my ear, "it's OK, it's OK, I'm here, hold on, hold on, ride it out!"

He didn't stop penetrating me during my orgasm; if he had, I would have screamed at him to keep going.

Again what you are about to see are GIFS of what an orgasm looks like. They can look violent in nature, so please stop reading if you don't want to see that.

I don't know why my orgasms are this strong. Still, I can vaguely remember reading somewhere that if you have a disability affecting how your body functions overall, the intensity of an orgasm is significantly intensified.

Don't quote me on that, though.

97% of the time, I don't black out completely. I am kind of on the edge of consciousness and fainting, as I've said

But it comes to a certain point where I have to ask whomever I'm with to stop because if I let them continue, the orgasm will become so strong that I will black out.

What happens every time I orgasm, though, is that I lose control of my body completely.

My body convulsions violently and extremely, most of the time. The convolutions stop me from breathing.

The clip above fits my orgasm to 100%

How does my Real-life husband or my second-life partners handle my orgasms?

My real-life husband grabs me really hard in whatever position that we are playing in; in that time, he moans and murmurs, "yes, yes, yes, go go go go for it! I'm here, I'm here, I have you." or something like that to keep me there with him.

He also is counting in his mind how long I don't take a breath, so he will tell me to breathe over and over until I scream my orgasm.

How do I tie this to second life?

Well, when I have sex with someone in second life, I voice if I can, that way, the other person can hear my orgasm and know why I would not be able to respond for a few minutes because of the convulsions that my body goes through

if I can't voice, I simply type out my orgasm and what is happening to my body 10 seconds before the orgasm starts to come on.

Then during my orgasm, I simply try to hit "send," which is NOT EASY.

How do people react?

Very positively, I must say.

My real-life husband tells me that every time I orgasm, it's like having a vibrating sex toy on his dick.

As for the sexual encounters in second life, they react with pure joy because even though we are not physically with each other, you have to understand that sex becomes stronger in a way.

How do they "help me" through my orgasm, and how do they calm me down?

When peaking in my orgasm, they grab me like my real-life husband does

talk, kiss, whisper, hold, and tell me to breathe. Yes, in text or voice.

People don't seem to grasp or don't want to grasp that second life can be so much more if you just let it be so much more.

With my orgasm's being so intense, there is even another aspect to it:

Squirting, Yes, I do Squirt :)

Squirting is the female form of the male's ejaculation. Well, I choose to call it that anyway.

"Squirting

• Fluid is believed to come from the bladder and is excreted by the urethra

• It can involve the release of a larger volume of fluid (up to 10 tablespoons)

• Clear, watery fluid

• Contains urea, creatinine, and uric acid, similar to dilute urine, sometimes with a small amount of prostatic-specific antigen (PSA)."

No, the Gif is over-exaggerated, and it's not water.

I have been known to make a mess multiple times. :)

What is the best with having orgasms like mine?

Well, I can NEVER fake them!

Have I ever faked an orgasm in Second Life?

No.