Hey everyone!

 Hello everyone, this is Tessa.

I wanted to write a blog post today, but I am still determining whether it will be long or short. I want to get back into the swing of things and start posting more semi-regularly.

It has been about 2 1/2 2-3 weeks since I left the relationship I had for three years, and I can genuinely say that this time, it's over because I have found myself being happier and more content than I had been for the three years I was with him. I feel like something has just lifted off my shoulders, and I can breathe again.

I tried my very hardest with this relationship. I gave it all I had, and now, looking back on it, I should have stopped after the first time you broke up.

Something else I'm excited about has happened, but I still need to be ready to talk about that. I can give you a little hint: it involves butterflies in my stomach.

These past weeks, I have focused on the fact that I am not on a leash; emotionally and physiologically, it is hard, but I'm starting to come out on the other end of this.

Did I tell you guys about my becoming a book girl? So far, the topics in my books are highly adult-rated, and reading books like that is so liberating and therapeutic.

I am currently on my second book of about 30, but I will slowly get through them one by one, and then I will buy new ones.

I have also thought about doing a new erotic story on my erotic, but the story in my head has not fully formed yet, so I don't want to put it down on paper.

I spent the morning just chilling with someone very close to me. We had some breakfast, and then we watched a movie on the wonderful hivid TV system that Second Life has.

My little munchkin woke up early today, so I breastfed her and prepared her for the day. He seemed to want to be extra close to me today. She is lying in her baby chair by the side of me as I'm writing this, which I enjoy very profoundly. The cute little sounds he makes as she wakes up or when she is just content are some of the best sounds to this day.

She can sometimes be a little impatient, especially when I'm trying to do my makeup. It is not that I wear makeup alone, but little touches of mascara and some blush are all I feel that my face needs at the moment; however, there's no telling how many creams and foundations I will get as the years go by. (That line right there made me feel so old:D)

I hope you all are doing well and that you are enjoying whatever life throws at you.

 If you are going through a hard time, remember that your life Is precisely yours. Do whatever you say your mind to and whatever you must do to feel better to get through this because I know that you can get through it no matter how dark it is.

/Tessa