♥Gathering thoughts this evening.♥

Hi everyone hope you all are doing well?

Yes, this post is coming to rather quickly after the significant post about orgasms, But I'm happy with how that post is doing, and I am sure that the traffic on that particular blog post will increase over time.

So that's why I feel it's OK to do another post so quickly after that one.

I am doing well, thank you for wondering:)

I am still staying at the spectacular Essencia hotel. I have been staying here for close to one month soon. I checked in here on the 27th of last month. I can't really see myself leaving anytime soon because, as I've said so many times before, this really is a place where I thrive in so many ways.

I can't really describe the type of atmosphere this hotel gives off in words. You really really have to experience it yourself.

For the past few days, I have struggled with gathering my thoughts correctly because there's so much I want to talk about, but I can't do it all in one post so 

I will start with something that has been really in the forefront of my mind this past week or so.

I had a very close friend here in second life at one point, we were extremely close, but as time got on, I realized that this person with actually jealous of me. This person was jealous of the life I have in second life, and it wouldn't surprise me if this person was jealous of my real life.

The situation got so weird that I just had enough one day, and I blocked and deleted this person from my life, basically.

What is scarier is that this person doesn't even realize that I caught them in a lie. It won't surprise me if this person is walking around sick life thinking they got away with it.

 This might sound crazy to you when you are reading this but what's important to understand is that there is a lot of drama and bullshit in second life. People within second life will literally do anything to destroy you.

Believe me, I've seen it first hand.

There are literally people that we'll break you piece by piece, little by little until there's nothing left of you.

All because they are jealous of how you carry yourself or how you represent yourself, how confident you are, how was successful you are,

 the fact that you can afford nice things within second life, jealous of the fact that you get attention from the opposite sex, so on and so on.

 

I literally think that this person wants my second life and my real life because this person wants to be me.

I talked to my real-life husband about this, and I'm not kidding you when I say the blood drained from my husband's face so quickly I didn't even have time to blink, and he just said

"I promised you I would never get into your second life things or try to say that you couldn't do certain things within second life, but I'm telling you now block this person as quickly as you can, on every social media you can."

This person did something so disgusting to me I won't even put it in my blog. I won't give them that satisfaction. I think making this blog post is satisfying enough for them.

I can't even fathom that there are people out there enjoying the fact that they can mentally and physically destroy somebody even through this virtual platform.

There are literally people who get off because they are hurting another person. They are enjoying the fact that they are above them.

I can't wrap my mind around that!

Not to mention the overwhelming number of women and men I have met through my years in second life with such low self-esteem that they don't even know their own self-worth!

Women nor men do not belong on the floor. They belong on Thrones!

Having the ability to just see "straight through people" Is often not a blessing but a curse.

I am a person who always will speak the truth and only the fact. That hurts people because 95% of people don't want to hear the truth or can't handle it.

I am currently enjoying some room service; while I'm writing this, what I ordered tonight was:

Curry risotto♥

My usual red wine ♥

and a very, very luscious chocolate cake.♥

*sighs Happily*

This reminds me I have to go and call the front desk before the staff goes home for the night to pick up my empty plate.

Thank you for reading if you have made it this far in the post.

I am sorry if I have offended anyone, but then again, I shouldn't be because we have freedom of speech!