Lobby Writing

 Hey everyone hope you all are doing well.

So I have a little bit of an update for you on how I'm feeling and how things are going for me right now.

In my first hotel post, I talked about feeling bored, and I  needed something new and fresh to spark my interest and creativity.

I made the right choice of booking a room at this beautiful hotel because it almost feels like you are getting away even though you're staying home kinda, and I am sure I'm not the only one who feels this way at the moment.

I don't really know how many people actually read my blog, but I hope that helps you in some way for those who do.

My reason for starting this blog in the first place was to spread awareness about disability within second life and also, of course, right my erotica, which I was most known for, I think, until I released my wheelchair for everyday use in second life.

I am working hard with my creator to bring a powered wheelchair to second life for those who are quietly wondering. That is also why I choose to be able-bodied in second life using the manual wheelchair. Even though I love it, it's not really me until I get my powered wheelchair.

So this hotel stay has done so much for me mentally. I know that sounds strange, but yeah, I don't know how else to explain it, really.

I feel so much more energized and happy with my second life. It just feels joyful and fun.

So in the spirit of being in this uplifting mood, I finally decided to change my appearance in second life!!

Yes, you read that right I have changed my appearance. I used to be a very hardcore skin Switcher In second life, but then I found the skin that was absolutely perfect for me, and I couldn't bring myself to switch even though I bought new skins. When I was out shopping yesterday, I finally felt that it was time to just shed the old me And start fresh. Let me tell you, it was so freeing to do that! The skin that I had had a lot of memories connected to it, so that's why I used the word shed.

It was like I was a phoenix bird coming out of the ashes stronger than ever before.

So hi everybody, this is me from now on♥

My skin from Boataom

the mazing pink Parka! It's from Addams

available at the shop&hop It's the Valentine's addition. This is a must for every girl out there!

Price is ONLY 199 LINDENS

I feel so calm when I am here. Everything about this hotel is unbelievable. You need to experience it to understand what I mean. I have said that time and time again.

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If you wonder if I'm sponsored or not, there is a straightforward way to find out. I will put sponsored in the post's title, so if it does not say sponsored that, it means well that I'm not, obviously.

There have been a few times well I have been sponsored, but 98% of the time, I'm not because I want my blog to be something I write under my free will, not because I have to.

I will try to type this post together now; we will see how that goes, shall we?

Second life was really quiet for me for some time. When I say it was dead for me, it really was; I'm not kidding. I mean dead quiet, nothing happening, nobody talking. It was like COVID had hit second life, and everybody was socially distancing.

But now I hope, and I think I am on the right track again, feeling refreshed and ready to see what happens next. As far as how long I am going to stay at this hotel, I really don't know, but right now, it feels like I'm going to stay here for a long time because I feel comfortable here, and it's an environment that I seem to thrive in because this hotel is all about realism. I am not the person that is going to pretend I am somebody else just because this is a virtual world platform. I've said this before. So everything I do in second life, including this blog, is everyday life to me. 

I don't have the line between second life and real-life they all blur together because no matter how hard you try to keep them separate, feelings and emotions will continuously crossover.

Until I see you again, stay you!

♥Tessa♥