♥Can you Blame me?♥

 Hi everyone hope you all are doing well?

It's been a few days since my last blog post where I told you about this fantastic and ultra-realistic hotel that I had found.

To be honest with you, I have just taken it all in these past couple of days; that might be a little strange to say, but you really have to be here to even try to grasp what I am speaking about this hotel.

With a hand on my heart, I can say this is unlike anything you have ever experienced in second life.

Finding this hotel really couldn't come at a better time; let's face it, these are crazy times that we live in, and I think the cravings to explore, be together, connect. It's more vital than ever before because it was taken for granted before.

I will be celebrating my 12th year in second life pretty soon; it is such a crazy number to say out loud. Never in a million years would I have thought that a virtual world platform could change my life in so many ways, Bringing me out of my shell really And letting me grow as a person. Teaching me about my sexuality, what I like, what I don't like sexually. Growing up almost, with the help of Second Life.

Many of you are probably raising an eyebrow right now. Second life is such a big part of my everyday life. Every day that I log into second life, the person I am in real life kind of steps into the" person" In second life, if that makes any sense whatsoever?

This is a massive part of why I say I don't role play because I am literally not playing a role of some kind. It's me, just in a different form. The feelings and the bond I create with people it's not even close to being fake; It's natural for me; even though they are not physically here with me in my real life, it's still real to me. I am not expecting everyone to understand what I'm talking about. Some of you may even think that I have completely lost my mind, but the truth is I haven't. I have always felt like this towards second life; I have chosen not to speak about it this openly until now.

When I stepped foot into this hotel, I felt like something lifted off of me mentally. my creativity returned, and everything started to flow again.

I'm going to share some pictures of my hotel room with you to try to convey why I want to stay at this hotel and why I probably will be renting the room for a while. I highly highly recommend you visit this place to get the feel of the atmosphere, take in the surroundings, everything.

I know I'm going to get questions about this, so before you ask, no, these photos are not edited. My photos never are edited and will never be edited apart from the clear black and white images sometimes.

I hope I somewhat can convey the special feeling I get from being in this hotel.

I ordered some room service earlier, so now I am sipping on some red wine and munching on grapes, which is lovely with this hotel.

I dare you to visit this hotel and not fall in love with it.

If you want to book a room right away or just explore what they have to offer first, here is the website.

So Can you Blame me for loving this place? You decide.

♥Tessa♥