We Found Love in a hopeless place.

 Hello everybody, long time no see, I know, but boy, I have the update for you!

So the last time I did an update, it was in a very sluggish and dull place, and to be honest with you, I was on my way out the door when it came to second life because I felt that no matter what I did or said to anyone they couldn't understand me and my feelings. I was going through the very thick of it when it came to trying to deal with leaving the abusive second-life relationship I had been in.

But life threw me a lifeline when I needed it the most.

One day, I was lying on a beach and enjoying life in my very sexy Swedish bikini. I received a few IMs, mostly from men who did not interest me at all, so I looked at the messages and closed them immediately.

But then there was one man who caught my eye because he used his brain when talking to me, which is a rare occurrence for a second life.

He asked me a little bit about nymphomania and how it presented itself to me. I smiled when I saw his message because it was an honest question.

What blew my mind was the fact that he is also from Sweden! I was smiling from ear to ear, and I hoped that he wouldn't say something that would immediately turn me off towards him.

We started talking, and we laughed a lot, and for the first time in years, I felt like I actually “saw me.”

The conversation continued, and I realized I was falling hard and fast for this man. Of course, I was afraid because I had been through hell the past three years in my second life, but I have never held back my feelings just because I was scared or anything like that.

Mostly, I was afraid because it had always been a one-sided situation regarding second life. I would be in love with the person, but the person was not in love with me.

 

We talked, and I invited him over to my towel that I was lying on. As we continued to talk about anything and everything, we eventually made love on that beach. It was so intense that I think both of us had trouble typing, and I had shaky hands.

When I tell you this man is romantic? This man is the epitome of that word.

He loves everything about me and is unafraid to say or show it.

He wants me to be all over him; he wants me to be clingy. He wants me to be needy. He wants me to show everything I have because he loves it, and I love everything about him, every single millimeter of his human being I am devoted to.

 

That night when we first met? Oh my God! I have never felt attraction like that in my life.

It was unbelievable, and I now understand what people mean when they say “divine timing” because he is everything I have ever asked for and more.

It didn't take long before he gave me the happiest shock of a lifetime.

We were lying in bed one night, and he carefully said, “So, have you ever been married in your second life?”

I explained to him that I had been married, but I never considered that a marriage because the person was never in a second life after that.

Slowly and carefully, he asked me to marry him. I was in complete shock; I didn't know what to say. I just stared at him with the most enormous eyes I could ever make before telling him with a lump of tears in my throat to not joke with me.

He looked into my eyes and said I promise I'm not joking with you. I swear I'm not.”

I lost it,  I started bawling my eyes out, and I began to realize he was not joking. With tears in my eyes rolling down my face, I slowly started to nod yes.

He grabbed my face and kissed me in a way I had never been before, and he still does.

From that moment, I decided I only wanted him, no one else. I was done looking; I had found my other half.

The day after his proposal, we started talking about meeting each other in real life, and that is precisely what we will do about two weeks from now.

This man is everything I've ever wanted, and it's like he had been tailored for me.

We have that kind of love that you can't explain in words. You can feel it; you can almost touch it in our presence. Before I met him, I was so used to people wanting me when it was convenient for them, but this man is truly amazing. He ensures that our connection is taken care of daily by writing to me, even if it is just two seconds when he is busy. Of course, I do the same for him.

 We can't be apart for more than a few hours, but we still stay in constant contact to show each other that we love one another.

There is no saying hello, and then you have to wait six hours for the other person to realize they should respond.

Our love connection is the most important for both of us.

On the 7th of March 2025, we said yes to each other in a very quick and casual ceremony at the Yosemite sim. Here is the LM

We both wanted to get married as soon as possible, we might have something more extravagant as a wedding in the future.

We also didn't waste any time trying to conceive. As I write this, I am eight weeks pregnant with our first child; yes, we both know we want more.

Why did this happen so quickly? Is my weight on something so obvious that it's meant to be? Why wait on anything just because society and others might have an opinion? Other people's views do not have any bearing whatsoever on your relationship with the person.

Ever since we met, we have taken so many pictures together, putting them up on our primfeed for the world to see primfeed it's about 98% sexual content now, but we do have some pictures that are just cute and fun because we both want to show off each other to the world.

OUR PRIMFEED

*Sighs* god, the way this man makes me feel!

I really can't wait to live the rest of my life with him♥

/Tessa

151 days

 Hello everyone!

Jesus, Lord, have mercy! What a complete shitshow! My second life has been since the last time we spoke. It's embarrassing, to be honest, because I should have known better. Let's say that The people should have known that the truth always comes back to me.

I'm not just saying that to tooth my own horn, but it does, and it has never been wrong.

I don't want to get into anyone because, as I said, it is embarrassing.

I don't know what's going on with Second Life at the moment. Every person I try to meet and interact with is shadier than the person I try to meet.

As I have stated before, ever since Second Life launched its PBR, making it very difficult, if not impossible, for a large number of people to be in Second Life, those people have been replaced by total stupidity.

I am the type of person they've always tries to see good people until there is no shadow of a doubt that the person does not have good intentions, And usually, I can see that pretty quickly.

So that has caused me to feel very alone in a world full of people.

Yesterday, I was trying to deal with my feelings. Let's say I looked up somebody's profile, and what I saw floored me, not with sadness or anything but more total rage because of everything I had to go through with this person, even to love them and be with them.

 They are now doing the opposite of what they did when I was with them.

I had to fight to get a picture with them in it, and now they have pictures. This person has told me, “I'm a very private person,” for years, and as I said, I couldn't even get one picture with them without a huge fight.

I was so angry that, against my better judgment, I sent them a message. Yes, I broke the no-contact rule for one minute or less, but I'm not going to start over from scratch because, in my eyes, it was only for one minute, not the entire conversation. That could be wrong, but that's how I choose to look at it. I instantly regretted sending the message because I knew it was exactly what this person wanted from me. They want a reaction.

I'm pissed off At myself, but I also know that they are now wondering a few things.

Of course, I hope Second Life will turn around and be positive for me again. If not, I'll just have to make my connections in a world called reality.

Of course, my second life is not always utterly doomed, even though I'm currently making it seem like it is.

My favorite holiday season is upon us: Valentine's Day. Balloons, roses, and teddy bears slowly appear in Reds, pinks, and whites. It is just so magical!

I love it!

Of course, I have updated my marketplace wish list, so if you want to get me something, please feel free to do so.

Please be kind to each other and take care of yourself!

/Tessa

129 Days

That's how long it's been since I walked out the front door and never looked back. The first 30 days were the hardest for me, and after the 60-day mark, I barely gave him a second thought. That's why I haven't updated it. I'm over the worst hurdle, if that makes sense.

I have enjoyed myself quite a lot and being alone in my own space; if somebody had told me that about six months ago, I would have told them, “I will never be that kind of person who is OK with being alone.”

Looking back on what I have been through, being on my own is a fucking breath of fresh air.

In an attempt to regain some of the confidence that he chipped away at, I have been dressing up in outfits that I know he wouldn't approve of and going to places with many people. I stand around and take in the compliments I get on my body shape and look.

I call it “body exposure.” I don't know if that's an accurate term, but when I tell people that's what I'm doing, they seem to understand.

It has helped me to bloom again and not be so locked in my head hearing his voice telling me I shouldn't do this or I shouldn't do that.

I have enjoyed meeting some interesting people and some not-so-interesting and enjoyable people. Those people have found my front door quickly because I am completely and utterly done with wasting my time with people that are complete bullshit.

It still amazes me to this day how people can genuinely not understand that I see straight through people; it's like when a person tries to tell me a lie that is so crystal clear it's a lie they don't even understand that I see it or they think that they have just “fooled  me."

Only to realize I was one step ahead of them when they tried to talk themselves out of the lie.

I find it somewhat amusing.

How is how is motherhood?

It is terrific that my daughter turns 13 months old tomorrow!

The time has flown by so fast that I'm actually thinking about getting pregnant again, but I haven't really decided on that fully.

I have met someone who makes me feel special and loved. We are both Polyamorous, so we understand each other from the start.

One thing that I promised myself when I got out of that relationship I was in was that I was going to make it painstakingly apparent to people that I Am polyamorous so that it could not be mistaken.

My profile is perhaps a little bit too blunt, but I would rather be too blunt than have misunderstandings from people who don't read no at all.

That is it for my 129-day update.

I hope every one of you is doing well and they mean your life to its full potential

take care of yourselves, and I will talk to you later/

Tessa