Late night gym session

 Hello, everyone. This is yours truly, Tessa. I hope you all are doing well. I am doing fine, thank you.

I decided to get a little blog post while at the gym. (Thank God my dictation device can't pick up on my breathing pattern.)

How have I been since my last blog post?

It has been a roller coaster of emotions for sure. A couple of blasts from the past have been trying to reach out to me again, but I have repeatedly shut them down, and I will continue to do so until they stop trying.

Other than that, my days have been filled with "mom duty," which I love. I have also tried not to be at home as much, but then again, someone once told me, "Why have a home if you are not going to be home and enjoy it?"

So that's my excuse from now on, and I'm sticking to it!

For those of you who have been following and reading my blog for a while, you probably Remember Me talking about an intense whirlwind romance I had with a man at the end of last year. I am happy to report that I am so over that dude. I have been over him for a while. Still, the final straw was when I saw him again in January, I think it was, and Oh my God, he had changed his physical appearance so much that I was saying to myself as he dropped down into my house, "What the actual fucking hell have you done to yourself?" He didn't hear this as I did not have my mic activated yet.

I am a person who says stuff straight out without sugarcoating anything, but I have enough self-control not to bash somebody else's looks in their faces. You might think it's shady, but it's polite.

I have looked at his profile once or twice, and I chuckle every time because this person's ego is way up in the clouds, and it shows through.

I am not 100% back to myself, and I will never be considering what I have gone through. A while back, I revamped my second life profile, which has made people understand me better, but I still get the people who are into the whole ghosting culture. I think I spoke about this in my last blog post that I have started clicking my friend's list because I feel that why should I have people on my friend's list who are simply not going to talk to me or even try to hang out with me except for that one time? It's just ridiculous to me.

My life is slowly settling down again after feeling so "up in the air" For so long.

Over the last two weeks, returning to the hotel business in my second life has crossed my mind more frequently, but I don't know if I want to do that again.

Having a job again in second life would be nice because that is what I like to do. I have my blog and photography, but still, there is just that little something missing for me.

I usually let second life lead me to decisions and opportunities, so I will be open-minded and see where second life takes me this time; it will not be backward, that's for sure.

I better get off this treadmill before my legs turn into spaghetti, and I can't make it home.

See you guys next time!

/Tessa