Hello,
everyone. I hope you all are doing well. I am doing quite well. Although this
time of year always throws me in a loop emotionally, I am not alone
when it comes to that.
I have not updated
on my pregnancy because my doctor's appointment discouraged me. It has taken me
quite some time to process things, and before you jump to conclusions, it was
not anything my partner did; my partner and I had a wonderful time at the
appointment privately between us.
Since the
appointment, I have decided to cancel my labor and delivery with them.
That is as
much detail as I will give this.
I enjoy
this pregnancy because of the interactive furniture provided by Hoodlem and the
pregnancy belly I'm using; it's incredible.
I feel
incredibly connected to the pregnancy, more so than I've ever done before.
I will
leave links to Hoodlem and the pregnancy belly at the end of this blog post.
This time
of year is always tough for me emotionally, and like I said at the beginning
of this post, I don't think I'm alone in feeling this way, so yesterday, I decided
to lay down on my bed, dim the lights, light the candle and put on a movie in
second life. I'm doing the same thing right now as I'm writing
this, apart from watching a movie.
Creating a
calm, soothing environment actually helps me gather my thoughts and emotions
in a better way.
As I watched The Equalizer 3, feeling my daughter kick and move around, I
thought, "I used to be OK with being alone in Second Life; now I hate
it?"
In those
thoughts, I missed people I hadn't talked to or seen in years, wondering what
they're up to now and if they are still walking this earth.
Rather than
pushing those feelings away, I just laid in them, letting my mind come forward.
I hope you can understand what I mean.
So many people push their minds and feelings away because the emotions and
feelings are too much to feel. I understand why people are doing it, but I
have found that if I let myself feel the feelings, whether good or bad, I
always feel better.
I hope that
makes sense to somebody out there; if it does not, well, I guess I'm crazy or
something.
As of today,
I am 23 weeks plus one day pregnant; it is starting to get a little bit
uncomfortable laying down, so what I have found very, very helpful is the Hoodlem
- Maternity Pregnancy Pillow (Flat)
Apart from being
very comfortable, it also has incredibly realistic animations, five of them to be exact.
I can go on
and on about Hoodlem – Maternity Products; they are incredible. As I said in
this post, I have never felt as connected to my second life pregnancy as I do
now.
When it
comes to the pregnancy belly, it's pretty tricky to get the right shape of the
stomach itself, but once you figure out the sliders in your shape and what they
do to the belly, it's incredible.
When it
comes to clothing, the belly works with a rigged BOM Mesh, especially for
the belly.
Hoodlem is
absolutely knocking it out of the park regarding maternity clothing for
this belly, particularly up to this point. I have every single clothing
item that can be purchased for the stomach that Hoodlem has provided so far, and
they keep on coming out with new things and clothing that is absolutely mind-blowing.
I am not
sponsored by this company; I don't even know if they know I
exist, so I'm not hyping them up for a profit because there is none; they are incredible.
Hoodlem Main store
My belly
♥Please
leave a comment if you so wish I read every single one and respond to every
single one♥
/Tessa
PS I know the
picture is dark, but if you click on it, you can enhance it.
