I have
noticed some rather funny changes within myself these past few weeks. For example, before I got pregnant, I was all about showing skin and sexiness, but I'm pregnant. I keep finding myself wanting to be more modest. I don't
really know why but I just feel like I need to be more “covered up.”
I was
contemplating putting on a two-piece bikini to go and lay down on the beach right outside Essencia Hotel for
a little bit. Still, I found myself reaching for this bodysuit/Bathing suit because
I yet again wanted to feel more covered.
I had the
same feeling when going to the first yoga class at “my” maternity clinic, The Family Center
This was so good that I felt so relaxed that I almost fell asleep in real life
afterward, so I'm glad I signed up for all the yoga classes.
This might
seem a little weird, but the moment a woman realizes that she is
pregnant and is about to embark on a journey to motherhood, I feel like you
immediately “tone down” her personality. You go into “motherhood mode.”
Can anybody
relate to that?
Hearing the
ocean and birds as I write this is calming and relaxing. Soaking up the sun
also helps me to focus my thoughts. Don't worry. I have sunscreen protection
on, and I am in the shade drinking water.
Sitting
outside always makes me feel one with nature. I know that may sound really
corny to some of you, but it's how I feel.
Another
thing that I have noticed about being these past couple of weeks instead I feel
so centered within myself and so present. Although some things can go a bit
better in real-life situations, I woke up to a massive water leak in
my house about two weeks ago now, but that's hopefully getting fixed soon.
As I've
said in previous posts, I have done SecondLife pregnancies before. Still, I've always done them alone, which has made me feel lonely because I didn't have
anybody to share the experience with. Still, I
actually have somebody to share the experience with when it comes to this pregnancy. I'm not alone, which makes this experience unforgettable for me. He has a lot to do in no, but he
still supports me in wanting something as simple as my yoga schedule
and the doctors' appointment schedule. It's the little stuff he does that shows me that he cares. That's all I want, and that's all I need apart
from him loving me, of course.
I've never been that type of girl who needs a man constantly by her side. I think that's a
massive part of why he and I work so well together.
He comes on
to second life, and before he does anything else, he asks me, “how are you 2 doing?
it's everything OK?”
Small
things like this mean the world to me.
We talk for
a little bit, then he does his second life work. He is a photographer, so he's swamped at times.
Even when
he's working in second life, I still feel connected to him because I can
literally write him a message, and I know that he will respond as soon as he can, which makes me feel like he is still “with me” even though he is not by my
side at that moment.
Tomorrow is a special day. Tomorrow I have my first doctor's appointment, which
means I finally get to do an official ultrasound! I can't even tell you how
excited I am. I can't put it into words. It is so exciting.
I say, official. I had an unofficial very early ultrasound done at six weeks because I just couldn't wait for the whole 10 weeks to be able to see him or her. although at six weeks, all you could see was a sack with fluid and a tiny “blob.”
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in fact, every single female mesh body should learn from ebody reborn.
♥Tessa♥
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