♥Brain Dump♥

 Hi everybody, I am back again!

Just a little warning before I start, this will be a brain dump session because I need it badly.

So if this blog post it's a little bit all over the place, it's because my brain is all over the place.

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Trigger warning

 This blog post talks about trying to conceive and pregnancy in real life, so consider this your warning if you are triggered by that.

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I am doing well, I am doing well too, thanks for asking!

As most of you all know, I have had computer hiccups that started with my Ultra HD 4K monitor dying. 

My computer decided to have a complete meltdown. I managed to get it working again. I was so happy about it. A couple of days after that, my real-life husband and I decided that it would be good to update my bios, which is basically the heart of the computer.

So we go ahead and update. Well, I decided that there's no bootable hard drive, so it basically wiped my whole computer, and I had to reinstall it all over again!

The installing of the windows is not what takes a lot of time. It's the fact that I have to download all my programs and install them, then do my tweaks to the programs.

All was going well. I started up my Photoshop used to put my usual border and my signature down at the bottom of the picture. Well, Photoshop decided to not show the correct colors!

By this point, I was ready to just rip my hair out and just scream at the top of my lungs. After about 1 1/2 hours, I finally found the solution for it.

after finally getting my computer up and running again,

I went into my hotel room in second life, and I just dimmed the lights, letting the beautiful surroundings calm me down. I decided to call the front desk for some room service; I often do this because it feels luxurious.

So, I ordered my food and stepped away from my computer in real life because I needed to go to the lady's room.

When I come back to my computer and step out of my bathroom in second life, this is what I see…

This is precisely why I love living at this beautiful hotel!

With the attention to detail and the fact that the staff here actually care enough to make you feel special, the level of professionalism at this hotel cannot be found anywhere else in second life.

Kira, Who is the manager at Essencia Hotel, Of course, did not know that I was having a horrible day, so when I saw the food being presented this way with the flowers, it almost made me cry because it really showed me that's the hotel staff really care about you as a person. Something as small as this could really mean the world to somebody else Because I really do believe that actions speak louder than words.

Of course, it was not only the computer problems that had made my day into a horrible day yesterday. I also found out that my stepbrother in real life will be a dad in September now. I haven't talked about this before, but I and my real-life husband I've been trying to conceive for the past seven years, and it hasn't happened yet for us, but it feels like everywhere I look, people are getting pregnant left and right.

My life will not be complete until the day I become a mom. That's how strongly I feel about it, and this is a big reason why pregnancy within second life for me is very important. I would take it very, very, very seriously because I have to slowly play with the thought that I may never become a mom in my real life.

That's all I am going to say about that at the moment.

So computer problems, trying to be happy for my stepbrother, trying to be positive when it comes to me and my husband's journey to have a child all adds up.

So the way Kira took her time and care To deliver a flawless presentation she always does, means so much to me.

I ran down to the lobby in my pajamas. I felt silly afterward, but I didn't care at the moment. I stood in the lobby, "calling out" her name. I basically ran up to her, and I tipped her for delivering my food, which I always do. And this is something you always should do regardless of whether it is in real life or second life.

Always be kind to others; you might be the person who puts a smile on their day.

"Sometimes I feel like giving up, then I remember I still have a lot of Motherfuckers to prove wrong."-Tessa Blackwood.