♥Can you Blame me?♥

 Hi everyone hope you all are doing well?

It's been a few days since my last blog post where I told you about this fantastic and ultra-realistic hotel that I had found.

To be honest with you, I have just taken it all in these past couple of days; that might be a little strange to say, but you really have to be here to even try to grasp what I am speaking about this hotel.

With a hand on my heart, I can say this is unlike anything you have ever experienced in second life.

Finding this hotel really couldn't come at a better time; let's face it, these are crazy times that we live in, and I think the cravings to explore, be together, connect. It's more vital than ever before because it was taken for granted before.

I will be celebrating my 12th year in second life pretty soon; it is such a crazy number to say out loud. Never in a million years would I have thought that a virtual world platform could change my life in so many ways, Bringing me out of my shell really And letting me grow as a person. Teaching me about my sexuality, what I like, what I don't like sexually. Growing up almost, with the help of Second Life.

Many of you are probably raising an eyebrow right now. Second life is such a big part of my everyday life. Every day that I log into second life, the person I am in real life kind of steps into the" person" In second life, if that makes any sense whatsoever?

This is a massive part of why I say I don't role play because I am literally not playing a role of some kind. It's me, just in a different form. The feelings and the bond I create with people it's not even close to being fake; It's natural for me; even though they are not physically here with me in my real life, it's still real to me. I am not expecting everyone to understand what I'm talking about. Some of you may even think that I have completely lost my mind, but the truth is I haven't. I have always felt like this towards second life; I have chosen not to speak about it this openly until now.

When I stepped foot into this hotel, I felt like something lifted off of me mentally. my creativity returned, and everything started to flow again.

I'm going to share some pictures of my hotel room with you to try to convey why I want to stay at this hotel and why I probably will be renting the room for a while. I highly highly recommend you visit this place to get the feel of the atmosphere, take in the surroundings, everything.

I know I'm going to get questions about this, so before you ask, no, these photos are not edited. My photos never are edited and will never be edited apart from the clear black and white images sometimes.

I hope I somewhat can convey the special feeling I get from being in this hotel.

I ordered some room service earlier, so now I am sipping on some red wine and munching on grapes, which is lovely with this hotel.

I dare you to visit this hotel and not fall in love with it.

If you want to book a room right away or just explore what they have to offer first, here is the website.

So Can you Blame me for loving this place? You decide.

♥Tessa♥

I Needed something fresh, I needed change, i needed This

 

Hi everyone hope you all are doing well?

So as you can see, I have made some changes to the blog. I just felt like I needed something fresh and happy for the moment.

So when it comes to second life, I am very spontaneous. The spontaneous side of me can literally hit me so fast. Most people are kind of overwhelmed.

When I logged into second life today, I felt so bored of living and seeing the same place all the time, I felt like I needed a change of scenery to feel recharged.

At first, I was looking for another plot with scenery for my premium SecondLife home, but the website's selection was total shit. Hence, I looked at different hotels, and yes, there are actually hotels in second life.

When I stepped foot into this hotel, my jaw dropped! It is so fancy and so realistic it's actually a bit scary but in a good way.

I fell in love with the place right away, and I booked a room as soon as I could. In fact, I actually borrowed some lindens from my best friend just so that I could rent the room.

The name of the hotel is Essencia Hotel.

It is stunning. I am not overexaggerating when I say this is the best hotel in second life.

They even have a website that functions as an actual life hotel website. You can look at the rooms For more information, pictures and hotel activities such as the spa or the restaurant.

You can request a "real" waiter or waitress To get the complete dining experience.

 I won't tell you every neat thing about the hotel. I have to let you explore by yourself. ♥

The most important thing about this hotel is the Animations and their quality.

For me, they are 10/10. They use animations from Rawage and Ruckus.

I mean, do I need to say more?

If you have never heard about these creators, I strongly recommend looking into them. Trust me when I say it will change your life!

I spent the whole day yesterday just exploring the hotel and being then blown away by the scenery and how beautiful it is at this hotel.

Even my real-life husband, who is not in second life, was blown away by the realism.

The hotel even has a phone system, so you can even call down to the front desk.

I am so happy with this hotel that I will probably add days to my stay, to be honest, just to enjoy and Recharge for as long as I need to.

Recharge for as long as I need to.

As I said at the beginning of this blog post, I needed a scenery change. I needed something new, something different that could spark my creativity and lift my spirits a little bit. You might think that something like this in a virtual world would help you do that, but it really does.

My mood has not been the best lately because I felt so bored and repetitive at times.

I have talked about this before. I could literally be logged into second life for like 12, 13 hours a day but I would just be standing in my house literally doing nothing, not even chatting to my friends.

The silence is even louder when you feel like nobody cares or talks to you.

Don't worry. I am not depressed in any way, shape, or form. I was just bored with the situation end. I needed a pick me up.

On the days I have felt like nobody even cares or talks, I have spent most of my day in second life. Outside second life, I have focused on painting and writing small stories to go with the illustrations.

Something else that has really lifted my spirits is finding my best friend Aurora. she is literally my twin; I mean, if you put the real-life pictures of her and me side-by-side, you would seriously think that we were sisters.

I introduced coloring pages to Aurora as a way to relax and destress, and boy, oh boy, have we bonded like nobody else business.

Of course, not only over the coloring pages but in so many other expect of life.

You have to remember these are crazy times we live in, so if you ever feel the way I do, I strongly suggest you do something like this hotel stay in second life, for example, or even take up coloring illustrations. To be honest, it is very therapeutic, and I am pretty sure my friend Aurora would say the same thing.

Now it's time for me to get my butt out of bed and down to the lobby for some buffet!

Please check out the links I have provided and stay tuned for more hotel adventures!

♥Tessa♥

Do you want to play Indiana Jones baby? ♥Sponsored by Beautiful Dirty Rich♥

 

 When I first stepped foot into second life, Beautiful Dirty Rich was the first clothing brand I ever bought, almost 12 years ago.

Second life evolved over the years (thank god for that), and so has she. I have a lot of clothing in my closet, also known as inventory, but I find myself going back to her clothing nine times out of 10.

I had to take a mini-break buying clothing from her because when I switched to the Kupra body, there was, some course, a period where she didn't offer my clothing size. However, when she finally did, I think I screamed my ass off for five minutes.

I have been a plus-size woman in second life for as long as I can remember, and I have always struggled with finding clothes that didn't make me look like I was 10 times my actual size. I can't believe I'm saying this about taking life, but it's true!

If you don't use one of the more popular bodies, I won't name any. I am sure you can think of them yourself. By popular bodies, I mean they're more slender bodies. The clothing won't look as good if you are plus size.

Beautiful Dirty Rich is one of the clothing stores That doesn't make you feel embarrassed for wanting to be a plus-size woman in second life.

In this photo, I am wearing the Aire -Dress, which can be found at the main and marketplace stores.

 The price point for the clothing?

It is so good did you have to see the pricing to believe it nowadays.

The creator rarely charges over 300 Linden, and I want to clarify that all of her clothing it's sold as fat packs.

300 lindens for FATPACK Huds!!!???

YES!!!!!

Beautiful Dirty Rich Was probably one of the only stores that reduced her price when COVID 19 first hit

her clothing was 100 lindens no matter what.

And it stayed that way for a very long time. I will say that I have personally never ever seen her clothing go beyond 250.

I have to say that I am proud to be sponsored by somebody like her, and I am proud to put my name behind her.

Here is a small video clip of me doing swatches of the dress.

Thank you so much to Beautiful Dirty Rich for being the sponsor of this blog post

Main Store Beautiful Dirty Rich

MarketPlace 

it should be mentioned that the creator has told me that she will be revamping the textures for this dress so she May switch up a few textures or take away some textures she doesn't know yet.

♥Tessa♥

Are you a clumsy photographer? ♥Sponsored by Timeless HUDs in Second life♥

I mean that with love! I promise! *smiles*

breaths in and out, taking in the sound of water and cool breezes

I have not been here in a long time. I don't know why I stopped coming. To be honest, it is so calming here.

And the best part is it only takes 2 minutes 30 seconds to get to this spot once you have teleported from your home; yes, I did time it.

A now-lost friend ( as in we no longer speak) took me here once, which has been my favorite place ever since then. I am forever grateful to her for that.

I have been a professional photographer in second life since 2013. I would say I started with using firestorm, which is the most common viewer for second life, but then I went on to a viewer called Black Dragon, and I used that viewer religiously for about 2 1/2 years

Black Dragon is the big daddy of photography within second life, but that also means that it's very hard on the graphics card, so I decided to bite the bullet and go back to the firestorm, which has made many improvements since I first stopped using it.

The big thing for me has always been camera angles. If you are familiar with firestorm and photography, you would know that firestorm lets you save one camera angle that you can come back to if you mess up, which I always do because I am a clumsy photographer. I take enormous pride in the fact that I don't edit my second life photos whatsoever; I let my computer do the work for me.

The downside of saving a camera angle in the firestorm viewer is that you lose the saved camera angle when you log out of second life, and you could never get that perfect angle back again.

Well, I think I have found the solution. Let me present to you the photography Hud from and by timeless HUD's

I have waited so long for a hud like this!!!

This Hud is so Brilliant! You have to play around with it for a bit to get the hang of it, of course, as with all new things.

This Hud Allows you to save up to 9 camera angles and keep them forever! Or change them as you need.

You don't need to feel the pressure of buying the Hud without trying it first.

The Demo is free. You will get a sense of how it works 15 minutes before it resets.

I managed to get this perfect angle for this photo, and I was able to save it, so now, with just a click of a button, I can come back to this angle over and over again.

(yes, I messed up a few times while getting to know the Hud.)

DO NOT

Throw away the Notecards!

Don't give me the eye roll! I know you do it!

Trust me, the notecards contain handy information regarding the Hud and some tips and tricks!

In the video clip above, you will see the camera going from loose camera two locked camera angle.

In the video clip below, you will see that the camera remains locked in the same position while I can move around.

I tell you right now, this Hud it's a game-changer when it comes to photography in second life.

I would never ever stand with my name behind a product if I didn't think it was the absolute best. It will not cost you an arm and a leg either it is really affordable, coming in at only 299 Linden!!

Another Truly unique feature is that you can share camera angles.

This Hud has everything you ever wanted!

If you don't believe me? Try it yourself!

Timeless HUDs Photography HUD

I would like to thank the creator of this Hud.

Sandy Burgess For allowing me to try out this Hud and having confidence in me to blog it for her.

PLEASE go check out Timeless HUD's and if nothing else, try the Demo

♥Tessa♥

♥ My favorite porn star of all time!♥

Happy new year, everyone!



Let's start off this year with a really, really juicy post, shall we?

I have always been drawn to porn. I really look at all different types, but when I stumbled across this adult entertainer, my mind was blown away!

I quickly realized he was having sex with women in a way that I would love for a man to have sex with me, if that makes sense?

He not only fucks for the hell of it, but He also Makes LOVE. You hopefully will understand what I mean in just a little bit.

He is so romantic, and he is just the right amount of dominant. He is just so perfect. He is very affectionate. He talks in a whisper to the woman he is making love to.

It's incredible to watch him.



he goes by the name James Deen

I would have given, and I would give anything to be able to be in the same bed as this man.

Look at the girl's faces, Look at him.
He whispers, kisses, touches. Holds.
All to ensure that the girl's orgasm is genuine and hard.


In my opinion, he is the best man the porn Business has ever had.
/Tessa

the GIFS are from google