♥Clearing my mind♥

     *breaths in the fresh cool air, looking out over the water.*

    Hi everyone, I decided to just get away for a little bit. A lot has happened, stuff that had me totally out of focus. Focus that I needed to get back.

I decided to pack a bag and go to a little camping spot that my close friend CC showed me a few days back.

After a short hike, I finally arrived at the most peaceful place in the world.

As soon as I looked out over the water, I felt the rush of calm.

After I boiled some water for some tea, I just sat down and breathed, trying to forget everything bad and sad and focus on what I have instead of what I don't.

The saddest part of it all is that a part of your life has to end to make room for something better to happen, but I also think that chapters that end in your life were just not meant to continue.

"Not a day goes by that I don't think of you

After all this time, you're still with me; it's true.
Somehow you remain, locked so deep inside."

 

It might not feel like it now, but better things are coming.

/Tessa♥

♥Thoughts from a bedroom window#2♥-Body Reflections♥

 

Hey everyone! Hope all is well?

I have been kinda secretly transforming myself for the past month or so. I was feeling kinda tired of the legacy body I had, so I decided  to do what I call a "body switch." Now, people who know me very well know that I am a "skin shifter," meaning that I switch skins A LOT, but I rarely change shapes or bodies.

So I started to do my research on body's in Second Life, my mind kept going back to a body that is quickly gaining users [ INITHIUM ] KUPRA Body, and let me tell you right now, it is the most underrated body in second life!

I was an avid Belleza Freya body user for almost 8 Years in my second life.

With both hands on my heart and soul, I can say that [ INITHIUM ] KUPRA Body blows the Belleza Freya body out of the park by MILES. Yes, it is a little hard to get the hang of at first, at least when it comes to shaping making for it (in my eyes, at least.)

If you want to be plus-size in your second life, [ INITHIUM ], KUPRA is the body to go for!

I have never once felt like a body represented ME  in my second life until I got the [ INITHIUM ] KUPRA body.

My  ONE and ONLY Complaint

Is that I would like the  KUPRA body to not be so sinched in at the waist. I would like it to be more "loose."

It was the Kupra body that inspired me to revamp my whole blog! So thank you to the [ INITHIUM ] CREATOR  for this body!

As I have said, I have never felt more like myself than I do now! ♥

/Tessa

♥Thoughts from a bedroom window#1♥

 

It is late night scrolling through couples photos on Flickr that makes me realize how lonely I actually feel. Some photos are just so passionate and loving that it makes me want to be in that moment with someone, but it also just makes me want to open my window and just scream.

All I want is to have someone to "come home" to

to have someone that comes up behind me whispering, "there you are..." or "hi baby."

.....

But I don't have that...

Yes, I am Married in Second Life 

.....

But what's the point?

When he is NEVER here.

  We agreed that as soon as you take a second life relationship into the real world, the second life relationship will stop existing as you knew it.

A bigger factor is that Second Life has never been his thing to start with, even though we met in Second Life.

not to mention the awkwardness of him logging onto Second Life, and we try to keep the relationship going (We have tried, and we both just laughed our asses off) 

So we agreed that I would stay married to him in Second Life, of course!

But that I am free to do as I please in Second Life.

.....

So here I am ... Yet another late-night...

Thinking

wondering

longing

.....

/Tessa

 

♥ My favorite Sex Positions♥

 

 Me and my husband I always have a lot of fun in bed. It is always very romantic and passionate—a lot of kissing, touching, whispering.

No rushing...Unless it is a quicky♥

When we make love, we let it take time...

He can lay between my legs and give me 5-6 orgasms and still keep going. When suddenly in the middle of m full-body orgasm, he can push himself inside me slowly, of course, to make me cum even harder. I have to tell you when you cum as hard as you possibly can, it is sometimes scary because the orgasm is so strong your body goes into overdrive.

That's when the whispers and touches are great and so romantic.

My favorite thing that he does: He pulls up my legs, going into a Missionary of course, with a lot of kisses, then he pushes into me at the same time, letting me and my body get used to him inside me before he starts to thrust into me. After doing that for a little bit, he suddenly thrust with short and fast strokes while kissing deeply. I just love that so much. As he does this, he hits my g-spot every single time.

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GirlPower!

I think this is a big favorite for both of us.♥

I personally love it. It's just something about the intimacy this position gives us both.

Whispers kiss touches. His hands-on my body, his face of pleasure when I move my body up and down just right.

I would say if you're trying to e the sparks fly even harder, try this!

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Movie Time!

Oh yes!

There is nothing better than lying in bed, putting on a movie, and just cuddle. I love it when he holds me like this. It always brings a smile to my face when he whispers into my neck, " come here, you... get closer... closer baby! Mmmm, now where is that ass of yours?...there you go" he always says that with a smile on his voice. 

Yes, of course, this sooner or later leads to us making love.

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Get on your knees, baby.

This position I really love because it feels so sexy when he grabs my hips and pulls me to him + we can play a little harder him pulling a little on my hair and kissing my neck or him taking his arms under me, holding on to my breasts while moaning into my neck.

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Let's get that Orgasm, Baby.

Have you ever wanted to squirt?

Or make a woman squirt?

Here is the answer!

When my husband and I make love, this is one of the positions that make me squirt so hard I end up fainting or have a crying orgasm at the same time as I squirt.

I don't know how my husband does it, but he can go faster than fast when making love like this.

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We use more than just these ones, but it's our top ones!

Have FUN!

Mrs.Tessa

Photos are from here.