♥Thoughts from a bedroom window#1♥

 

It is late night scrolling through couples photos on Flickr that makes me realize how lonely I actually feel. Some photos are just so passionate and loving that it makes me want to be in that moment with someone, but it also just makes me want to open my window and just scream.

All I want is to have someone to "come home" to

to have someone that comes up behind me whispering, "there you are..." or "hi baby."

.....

But I don't have that...

Yes, I am Married in Second Life 

.....

But what's the point?

When he is NEVER here.

  We agreed that as soon as you take a second life relationship into the real world, the second life relationship will stop existing as you knew it.

A bigger factor is that Second Life has never been his thing to start with, even though we met in Second Life.

not to mention the awkwardness of him logging onto Second Life, and we try to keep the relationship going (We have tried, and we both just laughed our asses off) 

So we agreed that I would stay married to him in Second Life, of course!

But that I am free to do as I please in Second Life.

.....

So here I am ... Yet another late-night...

Thinking

wondering

longing

.....

/Tessa