♥It's a love story, baby just say yes.♥

 

In about 24 hours, I will be sitting on a plane in second life with my partners on our way to Fiji!

It feels so strange to say, but I have never in my 12 years of second life traveled somewhere; yes, I have been staying at a hotel which was going to be short-term for me but ended up being very long term, so I don't see that as a vacation.

Using the word excited would be an understatement at this point. I am so pumped up for this trip that it's probably ridiculous, but I don't even care.

 

I have gone through so much this year, both mentally and physically, so this trip means a lot to me even though it's in second life.

To be able to go on this trip with the two people I love with all my heart is just the icing on top of the cake.

 

Before I met David and Gabriel, I didn't do much apart from photography and blogging; I was a hermit, to be honest with you.

I think the colossal reason is that I have been hurt so many times in the past 12 years that I just gave up on trying to do something in second life because most of the time, people would be telling me that I was crazy for doing second life the way that I do it.

And when I did fall in love with somebody, it ended up being only one-sided, coming from me and not from them.

So I've been so used to sticking my head down and working, not talking much to other people, not even trying to fall in love with somebody because, as I said, it has only been one-sided, so what's the point, right?

Here comes David and Gabriel, and what started as a beautiful friendship Has now blossomed into a solid relationship.

I was scared in the beginning because I realized that I was feeling more than just friendship for both, and these are feelings that I have never really felt before when it comes to second life.

The fact that both love me as much as I love them is new to me.

Nothing is strained between us. There's no drama between us. Everything flows naturally like we have been together for about ten years. I don't think that words can describe our relationship. It's just very romantic, loving, and caring.

I'm still terrified of losing them both, And I know they are frightened of losing me. It doesn't matter how often I keep telling them I'm not going anywhere.

So I'm hoping this trip can solidify everything. 

If you would like to follow along with everything we're going to be doing on this trip, please head over to my traveling blog, the scrapbooking travels of second life. I do have an adult content warning on that blog for now because I am not sure how I will write on the blog yet. I mean, I'm going to write the blog in the same manner as I always do. Still, I don't know what type of pictures I'm going to use or if I'm going to have a little bit of adult content on it or not, so that's why.

I will be back in full swing on the 15th!

/Tessa