I know I am not the only one to say that this year has been challenging, very hard, at least for me.
My relationship with my second partner came to an end. An end that was not very hard for me because I knew it was the right decision.
What was hard for me was the process of emotions and the realization of how much that relationship changed me. I did not realize that until after the relationship ended.
I have been processing my thoughts and emotions with my real-life husband and psychologist. I am not ashamed to say that I needed/need help in that way.
Its been hard trying to get back to "the me" before this relationship, but I can now say that I am well on my way to get there again, and I am so grateful for that.
As the year slowly got better and better for me, I have found my love for audiobooks and drawing again♥ it has been so relaxing and mind-clearing that I am now wondering why I ever stopped.
Second life has been tranquil for me the last 2 months, so second life has become more of something that I have been logged into but mostly doing other things in my real life.
It is not that fun when it feels like no one is talking to you.
But I am sure that will also change. Second life has this thing where it kind of "dies down" in periods, at least for me.
As I go into a new year, I turn the page. I am hoping for a very positive year as I turn the page.
I hope to spread more awareness regarding disability, and I hope to empower more people not to hide their disability just because second life is a Virtual reality platform.
I will also work as hard as possible to bring more disability to second life.
I am working closely with a mesh creator to bring never before seen disability Equipment into second life.
I will continue writing my erotica, don't worry. Writing erotica is something I will never stop doing. If anything, my goal for 2022 is to write more of them.
My word for 2022 is renewal.
What is your word, and what does it mean to you?
♥Tessa♥
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